OK, flame away lol. I am only 23, but I don't really have any desire to work full time (for a while at least). I wish I could do all the things that I feel I *should* do (according to my own standards, not DP's) like keep a clean house, shower and do my hair and make-up every day, have the laundry folded, make Dp's lunch every night, and have a nice dinner waiting for him when he gets home, work part-0time, and take care of the babe. I know this is stereotypical, but this is what I wish I could do! I have to work about 10-15 hours a week from home, unfortunately, and this takes up mt *free* time (when DD naps). I must admit, MDC takes up a lot of my time too. Also, part of it is that I have never been a clean person, always been messy <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/redface.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Embarrassment"> But I want to be clean! I love a clean house, it always makes me feel better, but I also think a part of me is kind of lazy, lol. So really the only thing I do right is take care of DD (which is the most important of course). I am fortunate to have a babe who sleeps from 8 at night until the morning, so at night I have lots of free time, but I usually just want to go on here or watch a movie with DP...what can I do to get this stuff done? Throw my computer out a window and quit my job? TIA.