I am in such a foul mood right now I could easily scream and cuss for an hour at the top of my lungs and still not be satisfied.
TEACCH came for the THIRD time this morning to do potty training with ds (turned 3 in January). The little uaviolation has been holding his urine for 4.5...yes...count 'em 4.5 hours now. I could scream. I am so angry. He has the ability to hold it, and this is just a battle of damn wills. The nanosecond I put a diaper back on him (we've been nakey from waist down all morning), he'll go, so I refuse.
Uh uh. We've come this far, and damn it, I'm not backing down. I've had it up to *here* with this. He has the ability to control his bladder AND bowels, he just doesn't WANT to. TEACCH said to stick with this for today, and then maybe try the cutting a hole in his diaper method later.
I'm just so angry. I don't know why. I feel manipulated. I feel like he is doing this on purpose just to piss me off. I know none of that is proper or logical but I had to get it out somewhere before I blew my top. I really feel like I'm about to explode with anger. He CAN go, he just WON'T. I just want to scream and throw things. I feel awful. I feel nauseated. This is so upsetting. He's NEVER going to potty train. NEVER.