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Okay so surprisigly Im not that devastated about losing the baby. It is bringing up more pain from losing Xavier though.
The doctor was awesome about things while I was there. He actually was very gentle with me and told me gently that I had begun bleeding.
He did some physical tests on me and said that my cystocele is still there and had me push a little. As it turns ot my entire pelvic floor has dropped. My cervix was only an inch from the vaginal opening. So he said that had I carried to term I would have been on hospital bedrest from 4mths on. Bad stuff. So ha one more test on Wednesday in wh they are gonig to check something with my bladder and if all goes well then the first week in may I will have a hysterectomy (leaving my ovary in), and a rectocele/cystocele repair.
I had this planned origally lst year but ended up pregnant 1 week before surgery, Im thankful to finally get this done and overwith. I would have liked to have had this baby I lost today but I am done with children ad losses. I ready to just be happy with what I have and not have to deal with these amazingly bad periods. M hubby works offshore and usually I seem to hve my cycle while he is home - poor guy. That shouldn't be a problem anymore either.
Anyway - I do wish the best for all of you and hope you all get that baby you are trying so very hard for!!!!
The doctor was awesome about things while I was there. He actually was very gentle with me and told me gently that I had begun bleeding.
He did some physical tests on me and said that my cystocele is still there and had me push a little. As it turns ot my entire pelvic floor has dropped. My cervix was only an inch from the vaginal opening. So he said that had I carried to term I would have been on hospital bedrest from 4mths on. Bad stuff. So ha one more test on Wednesday in wh they are gonig to check something with my bladder and if all goes well then the first week in may I will have a hysterectomy (leaving my ovary in), and a rectocele/cystocele repair.
I had this planned origally lst year but ended up pregnant 1 week before surgery, Im thankful to finally get this done and overwith. I would have liked to have had this baby I lost today but I am done with children ad losses. I ready to just be happy with what I have and not have to deal with these amazingly bad periods. M hubby works offshore and usually I seem to hve my cycle while he is home - poor guy. That shouldn't be a problem anymore either.
Anyway - I do wish the best for all of you and hope you all get that baby you are trying so very hard for!!!!
