when the money is gone and you don't know where to find more, the schools are not providing your child with the programming that he needs, you have an AMAZING private program in place but the cost is sinking you financially, all the bill collectors are pounding down your door but to stop this program so you can pay the bills would mean your child doesn't get a chance to learn ... and of course the schools are not required to provide the "best" education, just "adequate" ... I really hate that. Feeling really down tonight I guess. Autism stinks, but school systems stink even more. Thanks for letting me vent.