[eilonwy]

This afternoon, my older kiddles were playing with their sister. BeanBean held several linked plastic rings over the baby, and giggled at her, telling her to catch them. Bella didn't even seem to notice them at first. After a while, BooBah put Bella's hand around the nearest ring, and then clapped. They did this for a few more minutes before Bella even made an attempt to grab the rings on her own.

Now, I'm not saying that this means Bella isn't gifted, or anything like that, but her behaviors contrast dramatically in many ways with those of her siblings. Grabbing the rings, for example; BeanBean and BooBah both did that sort of thing very, very early on, well before 4.5 months, but Bella seemed to have a really difficult time with it. Granted, I have some concerns about her eyesight, but she seems to grasp games like peek-a-boo with no effort at all...

At 4.5 months, Bella is definately "behind" both of her siblings, verbally and physically; I'm not sure if she's actually behind the average, but I know that she's behind both kids in both areas. I know it's probably not a big deal at this stage of the game, but I'm starting to wonder-- what if she's just not as bright as BeanBean and BooBah? Will it change the way that I interact with her?

How will it impact her self image if she never catches up to them? It's totally been messing with my head. I have to wonder if I am doing something wrong with her, or if this is a result of her (slightly) early birth or the stress surrounding my pregnancy and her first days of life. I never felt like I could take credit for BeanBean and BooBah being the way that they are, but I'm starting to wonder if I am not somehow responsible for Bella being the way that she is.

It really worried me that she didn't understand about grabbing the rings.

 

[Roar]

You would be responsible if you wanted her not to do well and if you intentionally did things to harm her - obviously that isn't the case.

And, if it helps, no way would my PG kid have grabbed the rings. And, he would have likely cried for twenty minutes because he didn't like the way you moved the rings. It is way too early to tell anything.

Have you expressed your concerns about her eyesight to her doctor? My son had something obviously up with his eyes from birth but it took a while to get the doctor to listen to me about that.

 

[LadyMarmalade]

I had exactly the same concerns with our younger son. He reached his milestones on time (if not a little late) and I always worried he was a bit 'delayed'. Now, at 6 years old, he's at the top of his class in everything ... but having an older brother whose IQ is insanely high meant that even though he was smart and bright himself, we didn't recognise it. I had a lot of guilt about that.

We let both of our kids explore at their own pace. Our younger boy's pace is a lot more steady and laid back than the older one

And truthfully ... you'll probably *really* enjoy having a child who isn't quite so challenging

I know I did. My younger son's 'normalness' is something I really love. It's just so easy to be his mother!!!

 

[lasciate]

I grew up in a family of 4 - two were identified as 'gifted' and the other two were not. It was never a source of difficulty or animosity between us. My parents made every effort to show us we were distinctly different from each other and *never* compared us to one another, so we never felt the need to compete.

Do you treat your two 'gifted' kids exactly the same as each other? Of course not - they are two different people. It will be the same with your third, whether she is 'gifted' or not. It's just another facet of her personality.

 

[Mrs.CEH3]

It's too soon to tell what she'll be, other than loved by her family. Don't go borrowing trouble. She's got her whole life to figure out how to grab hold of those rings (plastic, brass, gold, and otherwise).

Have you read 'Freakonomics'? In it he points out that what children become has less to do with the 'what parents do' than with 'who the parents are'. Check it out.

 

[meemee]

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Originally Posted by eilonwy what if she's just not as bright as BeanBean and BooBah? Will it change the way that I interact with her? How will it impact her self image if she never catches up to them? It's totally been messing with my head. I have to wonder if I am doing something wrong with her, or if this is a result of her (slightly) early birth or the stress surrounding my pregnancy and her first days of life. I never felt like I could take credit for BeanBean and BooBah being the way that they are, but I'm starting to wonder if I am not somehow responsible for Bella being the way that she is. It really worried me that she didn't understand about grabbing the rings.

well i have had a v. tumultous relationship with my parents. they made such big mistakes that my bro committed suicide. BUT no matter what they did - how hard and mean they were and how messed up we are - we felt safe at home and always knew our parents loved us. always. as we grew up we understood no matter what their actions were their intentions were good. so dont blame yourself. things are the way they are. whether you are to blame or not really doesnt make a difference. blaming yourself is not going to do any good. heck i know what it is like. with my dd's sensitivity and emotional personality i have gone down ur path feeling guilty becaues i had a csection because i was scared of childbirth.

you know your job as a mother is right now just to provide love, love and love. and make her feel wanted and that mommy is there for her always no matter what. providing a secure atmosphere where she can truly develop who she is.

now how you behave as all your children grow up is all upto you isnt it. and no matter how you feel reading from your previous posts i cant imagine you messing up big time. of course you will make mistakes. but i cant imagine you affecting her self image. and since that is one of your concerns you will always be aware not to make that mistake.

i wanted to share with you the story of my cousin. her elder brother as a young child was undiagnosed and so was treated as dumb. not so much by the parents but family adn friends all around. not only did my friend do well in school she passed him in grade. the thing here is both the self images were affected. till he was diagnosed in middle school and so there was a reason of why he was who he was. not only was he made to feel like an idiot but she felt v. v. guilty for being the smart one. and that persisted all her life. everytime she succeeded and she did even today - she always feels the pain of being the smart one. so it affects really everyone in the family.

being who you are and being a part of the AP philosophy i cant see you 'failing'.

 

[LiamnEmma]

Oh, I hope you don't mind

I have two kids. I'm gifted, I'd guess that dh is gifted. ds is clearly gifted. dd is average. I think for lots of reasons...regression toward the mean being one of them, lots and lots of medical issues that, in and of themselves were not so awful but piled one on top of the other almost contrived to keep her behind, perhaps a little less stimulation from a stressed out mama and unavailable dad who was in graduate school at the time, loving but less than gifted caregivers during the day while mum and dad were at work, loads of factors.

Even if there is only one of those, it's all luck of the draw ultimately, you know? We're talking about one or less percent of the general population and to have two of three is, well, maybe lucky maybe harder than hard, depending on your viewpoint (

:

: ). I'm learning that it doesn't make my dd bad or less than, it makes her her. Actually, I think she'll be the more successful student. She's the one likely to go into her room and look at a book. She's motivated, she wants to please, blah blah blah. Ds? Couldn't care any less than he does.

It's not what you do or don't do. It's the way their brains are wired.

 

[Terabith]

Ya know, I don't know if Bella is going to be as incredibly, freakily gifted as your older two (and I mean that in a loving, not mean way, just that your kids seem to be profoundly, unusually gifted), but I don't think you have to worry about her not being gifted. Isn't this the child who woke up at night and asked, "Where Daddy?" at three months of age? May be behind your older kids, but that's pretty ahead of the developmental curve. I think your family's curve may just be really, really skewed to the right!

It does sound like she has some problems with vision. Haven't you been worried about that for awhile? And grasping the rings is going to require more sophesticated visual skills (depth perception, for one) than peek a boo. Coordinating her hand and eye to grasp a ring is going to be very difficult if her vision is even a little bit off, esp if they don't team together properly. She also could be behind your other two on physical skills bc of vision problems. If she doesn't see well, she might not be self-confident or motivated to explore physically, in the same precocious way your other two did. But if she was belly crawling at 2 months, she's not going to be behind any major curves.

What did EI tell you? Didn't they do an evaluation on her?

I have two children so far. My younger is clearly gifted, and while my older one seems quite bright, she doesn't seem to be gifted in the same way as her sister. She does learn in a non-incremental way, though, so that could change. I do feel differently about them, and yes, sometimes I think that does have to do with intelligence. I do take pride in Catherine's accomplishments, although I don't in any way feel responsible for them. But it's gratifying or satisfying or exciting or something to see what she's doing as she grows. "Hey, Mike, did you know Catherine can identify 23 body parts verbally? Isn't that neat!" But, I don't think I love Anna any less. On some days, she is my favorite kid, and other days Catherine is. (I know we arent supposed to have favorites, but I do. Luckily, they seem to take turns being favorites.) Anna has other things that make her stand out, and I'm sure Bella will too. (Anna has a definite thing for books, hugely crazy attention span for reading, very spatially adept, great at drawing, fantastic sense of direction, very very social and extroverted, and is madly in love with Jesus - which is interesting bc I am not particularly religious. And a bit scary since even before she was born, 3 different people told me she was gonna be a prophetess. I laughed it off and said that I sure hoped not, but I'm a bit concerned that maybe they were right. She is a fantastic kid, totally different from her sister.) So, yeah, you will probably feel differently about Bella if she is not gifted (which I find unlikely to be the case). Giftedness has been a huge part of who you are. But if Bella is not as far to the right as are you, it doesn't mean you will love her less, or that your relationship with her will be worse. Just different. And really, that can be a good thing. Socially optimal intelligence as opposed to freakiness, and all that. (Really not trying to be critical or mean, just descriptive about statistical likelihood of such profound giftedness and aberrations from mean.) But, I don't think it's an issue. I think in all likelihood she will be as freaky as the rest of you guys, just probably with glasses. And that's cool too!

 

[LynnS6]

Have you seen the movie "The Incredibles"? Maybe Bella is just like the baby in that movie -- you just don't know what her gift is yet!!

And I agree with boongirl - some of this is personality. Dd is very determined and will practice skills until she gets them (seriously, over and over and over again) -- I'm sure when she decides she wants to read, she will. Ds on the other hand is more of the "I won't do it unless I know I can" kind of kid, which definitely "hides" some of his gifts.

 

[eilonwy]

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Originally Posted by Terabith Isn't this the child who woke up at night and asked, "Where Daddy?" at three months of age? May be behind your older kids, but that's pretty ahead of the developmental curve. I think your family's curve may just be really, really skewed to the right!

She did... but that single "where Daddy?" and "I love you" have been her only multi-word sentences. BooBah, who was much "slower" verbally than BeanBean (way out there, even I knew that) had a lot more at this age. "Where Mamma?" "want nursz" and such. I've got it all in her baby book. The other thing is that, unlike BooBah, Bella seems *eager* to communicate and interact with everyone, she just doesn't seem to be able to make the words come out. Loads of babbling, but only half a dozen actual words (if you count "I love you" as a single word, which is how it actually sounds

). BooBah wasn't interested in socializing, and she still talked more. BeanBean was very extroverted from the beginning, and he had loads of words and phrases by the time he was 5 months old.

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It does sound like she has some problems with vision. Haven't you been worried about that for awhile? And grasping the rings is going to require more sophesticated visual skills (depth perception, for one) than peek a boo. Coordinating her hand and eye to grasp a ring is going to be very difficult if her vision is even a little bit off, esp if they don't team together properly. She also could be behind your other two on physical skills bc of vision problems. If she doesn't see well, she might not be self-confident or motivated to explore physically, in the same precocious way your other two did. But if she was belly crawling at 2 months, she's not going to be behind any major curves.

She is being followed by a pediatric opthamologist. I wasn't really thinking of depth perception as a separate visual skill (more a neurological one) but I suppose if she's cross-eyed, that would make grasping rings more difficult. What I was more concerned about, however, was the fact that she didn't even attempt to touch them until BooBah put her hand around them. It was like she had no clue that they were there.

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What did EI tell you? Didn't they do an evaluation on her?

That was my older daughter, BooBah.

Her hearing is excellent, and they said that her adaptive and physical skills are ridiculous (which I already knew).

She just has selective hearing, and it looks like she may have some mild sensory integration issues.

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But if Bella is not as far to the right as are you, it doesn't mean you will love her less, or that your relationship with her will be worse. Just different. And really, that can be a good thing. Socially optimal intelligence as opposed to freakiness, and all that. (Really not trying to be critical or mean, just descriptive about statistical likelihood of such profound giftedness and aberrations from mean.) But, I don't think it's an issue. I think in all likelihood she will be as freaky as the rest of you guys, just probably with glasses. And that's cool too!

This is very difficult for me to wrap my head around, honestly. I don't think that BeanBean is actually profoundly gifted overall, just extraordinarly verbal. He seems to be much more typical in other areas, hitting his milestones right on time or very slightly early; he crawled at six months, walked a week before his first birthday, etc. I knew that the speech was strange, even for my family (which is, in all fairness, completely bizarre), but everything else seemed to make sense. I thought, "Wow, he's just a 'normal' gifted kid, not a 'scary' gifted one like we were, that's fantastic!" I know that my expectations are somewhat skewed, but I thought I was finally getting a grip on things recently.

I suppose I could be totally wrong.

I'm worried about the idea of raising an average child, to be honest. Most of the time, I think, "Children are children, and if you love them and you're attentive to their needs, you'll be fine." Other times, I really wonder about myself. I have very, very little experience with average children; the closest would probably be my younger niece who has Asperger's, and she's extraordinary in her own right, just very differently. I've seen, close up, children who didn't say a word until they were three years old, and children who, before their second birthdays, were talking like miniature adults. (This is one of the reasons that I called EI about BooBah; she doesn't pronounce all of her letters correctly, so I was concerned about her hearing.

I found out after I met them and they sent me all of their materials that everything I was concerned about was on their list for children who are at least five years old, not two.

) There really hasn't been much in between. I'm not really sure where I'm going with this, but I'm late for an appointment and I've got to run.

 

[Rivka5]

I'm concerned that you might have gotten too over-invested in having earth-shattering, world-changing, enormously precocious children. Your baby is four and a half months old. Please try to just allow her to be a infant.

If this really concerns you and you can't let it go, it might be time to talk to a therapist.

 

[Katie Bugs Mama]

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Originally Posted by Rivka5 I'm concerned that you might have gotten too over-invested in having earth-shattering, world-changing, enormously precocious children. Your baby is four and a half months old. Please try to just allow her to be a infant. If this really concerns you and you can't let it go, it might be time to talk to a therapist.

Eilonwy,
I agree with the above. And I mean that gently and kindly.

Please think about it.

 

[oldcrunchymom]

Rynna, I think you are just used to the crazy verbal precocity in your family. Most people in my family (including me, and my kids!) didn't start putting real sentences together until well past they turned TWO. And as you know, there are some pretty smart people in my family. I don't think either of my kids had any words at all until well into the second half of their first year, even the "scary smart" kid. From what I've heard about Bella, she seems quite intelligent and an awesome baby. Honestly, I would not worry one bit if I were you.

Heck, she is army crawling already, how behind could she be?

ETA: I just looked in my kids' baby books. Neither of them grabbed stuff until 4 months, and they didn't use any words until 11 months! I really think Miss Bella is perfectly on track.

 

[Roar]

My reaction is different than the last few posters. I didn't hear the poster saying she was worried that she wouldn't love her child or consider her worthy if she wasn't gifted.

Rather, I thought it was an honest post and I give her credit for not being afraid to voice her feelings. It is reasonable to ask - will it affect her to have gifted sibs if she turns out not to be so gifted? will it affect how we parent her? Do I need to adjust my expectations? Am I up for the task (something that I hope most honest parents ask themselves from time to time when parenting because it is an awesome responsibility)? and, maybe how will I need to learn to change and adapt if it turns out she's not really verbal early because in a lot of ways it makes things easier.

If on the other hand she posted: my kid seems kind of slow and I'm not sure I can really love a slow kid - then heck yeah, I'd say run don't walk to the therapist nearest you, but that isn't all what I got from her post.

 

[oldcrunchymom]

I agree with Roar--I wasn't getting that she wouldn't love or be able to parent a child who wasn't gifted. It seems more like she is questioning her own expectations, which I see as a good thing. Her post might make more sense if you read her other posts--she's been absolutely surrounded by incredibly highly gifted family members her whole life, and often struggles with identifying what's "normal" and "average" and what's not.

 

[Karry]

I hear your concerns and I've had them too about my youngest. He didn't roll over until he was 5 months old, he didn't sit up unassisted until he was 7 months old, and he didn't walk until he was 14 months old. He also didn't talk much at all until he was closer to age two. Now at 2.5 he still has lots of words that aren't clear. He puts sentences together, but he leaves a lot of the ends of the words off.

My other kids were more advanced. My oldest was the verbal one, saying clear words by 9 months, talking in sentences around age 1, and sounding like an adult before age 2. She had pretty average motor skills, rolled at 4 months, sat at 6 months, crawled at 9 months, and walked at 11 months.

My middle child was very advanced with motor skills. He rolled at 2 months, crawled at 7 months, walked at 9 months, and was running and climbing by 10months. He was a little slower with his talking. He said a few words before 20 months, and then all of a sudden started talking. By age 2 he was talking like most other 2 year olds.

I've often wondered if something was wrong with my youngest, but when I look at his milestones they are all in the range of normal. I'm still wondering if his speech is behind though. My MIL thinks the third child doesn't talk as much because the other two kids talk for him. I honestly don't know what to think. I haven't had him evaluated by a speech therapist yet. I was going to wait until he turned three and see where he's at.

 

[Oh the Irony]

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What if the baby *isn't* gifted?

Then the baby isn't gifted in the sense you are talking about. It will be okay. You encourage her strengths and work on areas of challenge just like you do with your gifted children.

It sounds like you have a lot of expectations. I don't think it is very fair to the child to keep comparing her to your other children. I gently suggest you let that go if you can.

When I was teaching infant massage, I would talk to parents of premature babies about how they had a concept of the child as being fragile. They would frequently treat the child as fragile when the child had become very strong. And that shapes the child's experience. "My mom thinks I'm fragile, I must be" type of thing.

Your thoughts and expectations can influence your baby. I would highly recommend doing some infant massage with her.

If there are no life threatening medical special needs, I would just let it go for now. Enjoy babyhood. Have her enjoy babyhood. There is plenty of time later to figure out what, if anything, is going on.

My opinion, respectfully meant.

 

[Terabith]

Yeah, I haven't seen anything that suggests that she's worried about loving her child. She just doesn't have a lot of experience with children who are average. She's not sure that she would understand them. And I think that is pretty fair; it's sort of the opposite situation of the typical family with a gifted child that they don't know what to do with.

But really, I don't think it's an issue. Those phrases, in and of themselves, are incredible. The fact that your young infant, newborn even, can correlate the word "Daddy" with Daddy, say it, and ask a question, "Where Daddy?" That's pretty incredible. I mean, the dr is totally freaked out that my child was saying, "Where ____?" at 14 months. Catherine is very unusually verbal, and she's a good 10 months older than Bella! She may not be as verbal as BeanBean, and perhaps she might wind up just being an "ordinary" gifted child, but I really and truly don't think there is any danger of any child who has *any* words at four months of age not being gifted. Really. And her vision could slow down speech too, depending on how much she relies on watching how you guys form your words with your mouths. It might be harder to figure out how to put it all together.

As for grasping the rings, give her some practice at grasping and reaching for things (and kicking them). I do think depth perception might impact that. She might not have had the idea that she was *supposed* to grasp the rings until BeanBean showed her. Or she might have been enjoying the social aspect of the game. There could be any number of explanations. Give her some practice and some time!

 

[Thalia the Muse]

It is really unusual for a four-and-a-half-month old to talk AT ALL. I'm just afraid that you are setting your beautiful, healthy, normal baby up to fail in your eyes by expecting her to do things that almost no babies do.

"Normal" and "average" are not dirty words. I know you wouldn't, for instance, set out to have a baby going "Oh, I hope it looks just like Elizabeth Taylor circa 'Father of the Bride.' I don't think I could love a child who didn't look like Elizabeth Taylor" or "Wow, I'm really afraid that my child will be shorter than Magic Johnson." Because that's not what we love our kids for, right? You wouldn't worry that you had done something wrong and made your child damaged goods if she turned out to be 5'8" tall instead of 6'8" tall. And I know that you can love and respect and appreciate a child who's smart and healthy and excited about exploring the world, but is nonetheless about where most other children are as far as hitting developmental milestones.

 

[USAmma]

You are going to love Bella for the things that make her unique, funny, and adorable, just as you love your other two for the same reasons. Abi was so, so far ahead of Nitara in development. In part due to Nitara's health issues but in part just because they are different people. Both are early with things. Abi was WAY early and considered gifted. Nitara is bright.

Abi rolled at 2 mos, crawled at 5 mos, walked at 10 mos (but was afraid to after a bad fall and took a 2 month break). I can't remember when Nitara rolled, but she crawled at around 8 mos and walked at 12.5 mos. Abi didn't make much eye contact with people and was very high needs, didn't regulate her emotions well, and was not the happiest baby. Nitara had health issues but once those were addressed she was an extremely social baby and fairly mellow. I remember in the hospital at 3 mos old the nurses got a kick out her mimicking "hi" back to them when they would say it to her.

Nitara is so much better at some things than Abi was even though Abi was considered at one point profoundly gifted (she's evening out now). For example she's a lot more socially perceptive. She is great at picking up big words and phrases and using them correctly, whereas Abi would memorize whole movies and not really understand all of or be able to use it in the correct context. Abi was trying to sound out words by this age, and drawing pictures that I could tell what they were. Nitara scribbles with great joy and knows most of her letters. But that's okay. Nitara is very brave and willing to try things that Abi was afraid of for a very long time. She started sliding down a slide before her second bday for example.

Nitara is more interested in certain things and Abi is interested in other things. I have a feeling that as they grow up their interests will turn into separate talents. As I look at the big picture and try to envision them as adults, I can see that both of them will be successful in their own chosen paths. What more can a mother ask for?