Yes, I was ecstatic to be having a baby. yes I bonded with him right away and love him so much...but it hadn't really HIT me that this little guy is mine...he's my son...and he's not going anywhere! I will love him for as long as I live and watch him grow. Sure I imagined him at different ages before now...but its really hitting me. I'm a mama! My life is forever changed.It hit me as I was really just staring into his beautiful blue eyes and he laughed at me and then just smiled in such peace, trust and adoration of me, and I at him.