whine whine

I spent all week getting ready to visit our little girl. I made her a security blanket and put together an Easter Basket. I ordered a gift for her foster mother. Mostly I held my breath and waited for Saturday to come...

Then today at 4pm the phone rang. It was DSS calling to say that the visit had to be canceled.

It really isn't the end of the world. I think we are going to be able to visit one day this week, but only a waiting adoptive parent could understand the *empty* feeling I have right now