I have never watched a video, but I read a very detailed description once in Fleiss' book about how a circumcision is performed. It made me sick to my stomach (the first time in my life I actually thought I might throw up due to reading or seeing something) and I started crying. Is there something like that on the internet somewhere? I figured it might be easier to get someone to read something if I can't get them to watch it (or if they don't have the internet). I've watched the video and read the dialogue on google, but that's not what I'm looking for. I want a step by step of what they do, in graphic terms. Thanks!