It's complicated. I <span style="text-decoration:underline;">need</span> meds (tried w/o and went horribly - both PPD times). Because I'm bf'ing, Zoloft is the drug of choice. I do great (emotionally) on 50 mgs a day. However, my blood pressure drops dangerously low from the meds (we're talking 92/55 regularly). I get awful headaches, I see stars just bending over to pick something up from the ground, etc. Not wanting to pass out with babe in tow or while driving, I dropped down to 25 mgs daily. Now I'm - how do I say this? - a turbo, psycho b***h. To put it mildly. <i><span style="text-decoration:underline;">I</span></i> can't even stand me!! <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/irked.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="irked">: So, obviously something needs to be done. But I can't be suffering like I did with the 50's. What do I do?? Any ideas??